Showing posts with label rant. Show all posts
Showing posts with label rant. Show all posts

Amphetamine

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It's official, someone is sabotaging my week.

I am talking about sequential events of bad luck. Not gonna go through each one of them, but fyi, yours truly is caught  on the fever. As in, the fever fever, NOT on the Youth Olympic fever. Speaking of which, the Olympic flame will reach Singapore Poly tomorrow. 

Ok, back to the fever thingy. I was already feeling awkwardly uncomfortable since Monday night, my head was hurting like hell. Thank god Nick was there to drive me back. The moment I reached home, I swear the floor was spinning. The next morning, I woke up to a incredibly painful sore throat. Later that night, it develops into a fever and cold.

Went to see the doc this morning. He said something about a disease and how my throat has basically swolen pretty badly. And he mentioned some people takes weeks for it to recover. Seriously. Fuck my life. 

Ok, the medicine has just kick in. Which mean, it is time to sleep. Will continue more on my misfortune soon.

Uneventful

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Half Remembered Dream

I f*cking hate today. I swear there must be some idiots who cursed my day. Nothing went smooth today at all. As the title suggest, this has got to be the most uneventful day ever.

First off, waking early up in the morning to find myself being scolded by my mom for some trivial business. And then I was given the silent treatment by both her and my sister. Sarcasms and insults in the form of M-1

Fine, fine, after breakfast, I was hoping to get some fresh air at 1U, meeting up with Jiun, Jie Cong and Alanna before I leave tomorrow. How excited I was. Approaching 12, Jiun's SMS came with thunder and lightning in background. He can't come, and so is Jie Cong. Both fell sick......haih..

Seriously, I bloody hope that they are playing a joke on me. They better be.

Now I am just chilling at Starbucks. Nick is gonna collect his ITP (Industrial Training Programme) from me at 1U after his work, which is around 8pm. I thought of going home first, but then I realised, my family left home and I don't have the key. So.....how am I gonna spend eight hours at 1U?

Gah, today's a joke. A really rotten joke....FML...seriously, FML!

Emo

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This is an emo rant.



Damn it, I wish I knew what's in your head.

I am out of inspiration to blog about. There is nothing interesting about my life for me to even talk about...Haih, reports everyday. Meetings everyday. Cold war with classmates everyday. Life sucks.Can't wait for holiday to come. I can't stand this bullshyt anymore. Everyone is taking everyone for granted. Screw you....

Initially, I wanted to go back to KL this coming Friday. Intending to ponteng Fluid Mechanic lecture on that day so that I can go home. However, sudden huge load of events/meeting forced me to delay my trip. Have to hand in Fluid Mech assignment and reports, attend meeting with the course management team, sports challenge final, juniors-meet-seniors session, BBQ with my course-mate, and another BBQ with my club-mates. I don't even know how to split body to attend events which takes place simultaneously.

Arghhh.....next week faster ends!

Till then, ciao.

Undisclosed

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Note: Are we that incapable of some decent conversation? It is just disappointing to see that the same topic being brought up again and again.Guess I overestimated you at first place after all.

Damn, Monday blues are already here. Seriously, I find Sunday is the most depressing day of the week, where I spent most of the time in the day rushing my assignments. Tsk tsk, procrastination.... Another reason why I hated school days now is the dramas in my class. Too many things have happened in my class, and I just too pissed to even stick my feet into in. Another one and a half year and I be free from this mess.

Two more weeks and it is YOG! Youth Olympic Games, in case you didn't know. I actually intended to join the event as a volunteer, but the overwhelming school works held me back. Further more, exams will be just a week after the event. Rather not taking the risk.

Will be back in KL for a couple of days during the games to settle something. Hopefully this time I would be able to hang out with Yong Jiun they all. Gosh, I am gonna kill him for missing the trip to Singapore a few weeks ago.Speaking of which, it was awesome! Went to Universal Studio with Alanna, Arthur, Pikky, Julius and Di-ann. Though it was the 3rd time I have been there, gotta say it was the best time I had there. Mainly because this time there are friends around to go with. Yes, I went solo the previous 2 times.


Ok, that's all the updates I have in mind now.

Ciao

I Gotta Feeling

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Blogger's note: Feeling oddly calm in such mess. I actually enjoy this. Sorry Jcong, no time to get photos into my post. : )

Yo! See, I keep my promise, one post per week. Here I am, to report to you readers~

Anyway, I got this Facebook page recommendation from someone I know a few days ago. Guess who's page is it?

His name is Namewee. Never heard of him? Check this video out then,



Heck, I know many people out there actually like him to the extent of calling him "hero" . Here's the thing, I don't. You're entitled to your own opinion, and so am I. So, read this on without feeling offended, : )

In my opinion, this dude is a piece of shyt, a disgrace to the whole Chinese community in M'sia. People like this is exactly why the stereotype of Chinese (being uneducated and rude and etc.) survives for so many year. He looks like just any Ah Beng/ JinJang who is trying too hard to get some attention.

Seriously? Rewriting our national anthem to insult our own country by using foul language? Is that not enough already? Now he is being an arse swearing around in a government department.

I mean, even if there's an blackout, and someone is at fault, he is NOT entitled to just go and curse everyone. The remarks he made was pretty racist too. There has got to be a more educated way of doing things instead of being an ass.

I still can't understand why some people actually look up to him. Like, he is probably one of the worst role model around. You guys call his action "brave".....and I think that is just a great insult to real brave people like Nelson Mandela and etc.

Racist. Uneducated. Barbarian. Idiotic. All checked.

I been to a Chinese school, a public school, and a Methodist school. I had friends of all races. And they are all awesome in their own way. It is quite saddening to see the way our country is heading. People like him is why racial harmony is such a challenge to us, Malaysians. I hate the fact that the entire community of Malaysian-Chinese is being associated with him. Enough said.

The really brave people are those who fight for peace. Not swearing around.

By the way, Lady Gaga's new video for Bad Romance really rocks!

Insomnia Strikes!

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Blogger's note: This is another spur of the moment, random, and totally time-wasting post~

Ok, here's what happened. Btw, this photo below kinda freaky, don't you think so? Reminds me of certain horror film.



Figure that my complexion is already horrible enough and I should definitely get enough sleep to prevent any pimples outburst. Figure that my sleep cycle is pretty much screwed up and I desperately need to rectify it asap. Figure that I will need to get enough rest once school started so that I won't yawn during lectures.

After having all that figured out, I made a decision, I shall be a good boy and revert back to the 12am - 8am sleep routine. It work out well too, you know. For 6 weeks of holiday, I actually sleep the healthy way.......And God knows what happened on the very last day of the 6 weeks, I have a freakin' insomnia!

I never had an insomnia, never in my life. What the fcuk have happened? Suddenly I just don't feel like sleeping. Been tossing and turning in bed and I finally gave up, might as well just stay up the whole night.

But I just don't get it! Gah! Too frustrated to put my thoughts into words. I really wanted to get some quality rest especially tomorrow is a fresh semester and I would be having lessons from 8am to 9:30pm tomorrow! *Insert cantonese/hokkien curses here*

Ok, enough with the insomnia. Alright, now is 4:30am. You know, they say at this time of the night, a lot of people would commit suicide.

4:30am....It's already too late to go to bed, and yet it's too early to start the day. People who are still awake at this moment are usually feeling pretty lonely, and yadayadayada some people who couldn't tolerate the loneliness will just give in to the negative thoughts and kill themselves. Sad huh? So, when your feeling low, don't stay up till 4:30am.........No, I am not feeling low, I am angry. Because I am bugging sleep deprived!

Gosh, my bag is bloody heavy.
I am sleepy, I need sleep. Where is my sandman. Sprinkle some sand on me will ya? You need me to bribe you? Here's some "duit kopi"......Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..........

Ok, I ran out of random shyt to post. So, that's all for today.

Bye...........

Emo rant

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I don't know what I am thinking, I woke up this morning and rushed to laptop check the list....and I didn't see your name there, instead I got a hand full of some other familiar names (that I don't really want to see). I should know about this, I mean, what's the odd after all. And yet, I actually feel blue about it. Sour. Disappointed to the deepest pit.

Maybe there's good in it too. Now, I could really get over this whole thing and really focus on stuff that really matters.....How many "really" have I used in the last sentence? Really? Or maybe I am just self comforting.

I need to get this thing out of my mind, I can't afford to mess up. Not even once......I am already really frustrated with all the things that are happening to me lately, it seems that none of them favours me.

Whatever, life's a bitch. Just get over it....Just a few dead ends are not gonna knock me down.Gonna put all these shits into a box and deal with it when I have a clearer mind.

I think I have brought the definition of "mood swing" to a whole new level. I need to start stuffing myself with work so that I won't think too much.

Don't ask me what is this post all about. Because, it is for me to know, for you to find out not know. Emo day, here I come.  

Ain't No Sunshine

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Blogger's note: Found this new channel on Youtube, Pomplamoose Music ....I kinda like some of their version of covers. Should check it out. ; )


FUCK!
that is how my timetable looks like.



Just receieved the new timetable...and damn it sucks big time. Guess what, the earliest I get to go home is 5pm.....the latest? 9:30 pm.

I still find Monday, Wednesday, Thursday, and Friday to be fairy reasonable....but Tuesday really pisses me off.




Tuesday,

10.00am - 12.00pm :    
Innovative Design Enterprise in Action (IDEA)

1.00 pm - 6.00 pm :       
Chemical Engineering Principle B (CEPB)    
....THAT's 5 hours!!

5:30pm - 9:30pm :
Fundementals of Economisc   
....THAT's 4 hours!! and it clashed with the earlier class?!



I would staying in school from 8am all the way to 9:30pm on every Tuesday (13.5 freakin' hours)...In case you have not noticed, I have no time for dinner at all, 1pm to 9:30pm straight down. = =

And I still have to go home to do my buggin' assignments, drag myself to school on Wednesday morning to have another 3 hours of Engineering Maths.....I seriously suspect that they are trying to drain out every juicy drop of my brain....Pure torture of my pinky friend up in my skull.

By the end of Wednesday, my friends would find some hungry cerebellum-less exchange students came from zombie land....and we would be dancing to Micheal Jackson's Thriller lifelessly.


"Cause this is thriller, thriller night!"


Speaking of the King of Pop....anyway interested to watch his concert-documentary? I am not a die-hard MJ fan, but I am kinda interested to see all those concert footages....After all, it is his very last journey on stage.

Actually, there is another bigger reason why I absolutely hate this new timetable....But I don't find it safe suitable to rant about it here.....I am pretty sure all my fellow classmates from 1B03 would notice about it too. O Fortuna!

In total, we have a bumpy semester ahead.